i had the most intense and exciting and exhausting and heartbreaking summer last year and right now i feel empty, compared to all the emotions i experienced in 2020 i kinda want all that back and i feel guilty for it. but also i feel better than i was. i wish i could relivw that period making better choices but it probably would've ended the same anyway. my body misses that thrill but is also relieved it ended. summer is amazing but also the most strange to navigate to me. i was glad to read you again.
i had the most intense and exciting and exhausting and heartbreaking summer last year and right now i feel empty, compared to all the emotions i experienced in 2020 i kinda want all that back and i feel guilty for it. but also i feel better than i was. i wish i could relivw that period making better choices but it probably would've ended the same anyway. my body misses that thrill but is also relieved it ended. summer is amazing but also the most strange to navigate to me. i was glad to read you again.