In stillness, I see everything ❈

On finding everything in the stillness of mourning.

TW: mentions of death, violence and grief.

I have been mourning my grandfather for the last six months. That grief has mostly looked nothing like I expected grief to look like…I haven’t cried as much as I thought I would, I haven’t talked or written about it much as I write about everything else. When I was a child, I had panic attacks at the thought of…